Wednesday, August 2, 2023

My Curb

I take a spot in the back of the line

This seedy bar, these seedy times

I look like a trucker after a long haul

A running back who dropped the ball


It’s the way I feel when you look past me

It’s the hurt of loathing that makes me flee

It’s the leprous syndrome you place on me

It’s what makes my gut turn inside of me


    Skip me over

    Pass me up

    Take my carcass to the dump

    Watch me shiver

    See my grit

    Throw me in the deepest pit


I wake beside my concrete curb

Hardened gum spells do not disturb

I must seem like a stammering slobbering fool

A rejected jester in a pile of drool


What I wouldn’t give to have a bed

A place to rest my weary head

Where I am seen and I am heard

Where I exist in every world


    Skip me over

    Pass me up

    Take my carcass to the dump

    Watch me shiver

    See my grit

    Throw me in the deepest pit


I eat outside the shelter door

Not a sneer original

Not a mocking stabbing curse

I haven’t heard to tell my worth


The hope is fake, the hope is nigh

It isn’t hope that gets me high

Hope is what you think you provide

When you pander to your giving side


    So skip me over

    Pass me up

    Take my carcass to the dump

    Watch me shiver

    See my grit

    Throw me in the deepest pit


I sleep beside my lonely curb

I mumble my unmeaningful blurb

I take the handouts every one

I’ve placed myself beneath your shun


I am a man without a home

A restless wandering forgotten soul

A grubby dirty cursed word

Growing fond of my very own curb


By Royce Waxenfelter

8/1/23

Wednesday, January 25, 2023

The Destiny of Mankind: Good or Evil?


    This story has no moral this story has no end.

    This story just goes to show that there ain't no good in man.    

    He was her man and he's done her wrong.

 

These are the last lines of the song Frankie and Johnny made famous in 1929 by Jimmie RodgersThe story in a nutshell? Man cheats on woman, woman shoots man. Inspired by true stories, it is said that the folk song was heard as far back as the American Civil War. The first recorded version was made in 1912 by Gene Greene.


The theme of love gone wrong is timelessFrankie and Johnny’ has been recorded by dozens of great artists including: 


• Elvis Presley
• Sam Cooke
• Bob Dylan
• Stevie Wonder
• Jack Johnson
• Doc Watson
• Pete Seeger
• Lena Horne
• Les Paul
• Burl Ives
• Van Morrison
• Taj Mahal
• Dinah Shore
• Leadbelly
• Fats Waller

The song comes to this conclusion: “there ain’t no good in man.” In other words, we WILL fail. Our destiny is evil.


I submit that the message poses a deeper question about the morality of man: if mankind inevitably chooses sin and, as the song revealssin begets sin, are we all doomed to this fate? Are we stuck in a cycle of imperfection and poor choices? If mankind is inherently evil is there any hope?


Let’s start answering those questions by focusing on the phraseThere ain’t no good in man.


The Bible, the commonly known baseline for wrong vs. right, 100% agrees with the songwriter’s conclusion in the following Bible verses:

 

“For ALL have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.” Romans 3:23


“The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?” Jeremiah 17:9


“For out of the heart come evil thoughts- murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false testimony, slander.” Matthew 15:19


“But no human being can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison.” James 3:8


“People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of good.” 2 Timothy 3:2


“People’s hearts are filled with schemes to do wrong.” Ecclesiastes 8:11B


The word sin is an archery term meaning to miss the mark. According to the Bible we have all therefore “missed the mark” of perfection and subsequently cannot rightly claim to be equal with God.


You may or may not be aware that God, as we read about God in the Bible, is perfect in every way: omniscient, omnipresent, omni powerful. All knowing, all being, all able. An eternal entity with the capability of knowing all, accurately judging good versus evil, and capable of carrying out punishment or reward based on those judgementsIf you can’t do those things then you are not able to be a proper judge of who is good or evil. Humans simply don’t have the scope or ability. If you judge God rather than accepting His judgment for you, you do so in error, because you are only human.


Will mankind inevitably choose sin?


We all have sinned at some point. Even those who try will fail periodically when they lose sight of the goal. Others will continue to choose sin even when given the option not to.


“This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but people loved the darkness instead of the light because their deeds were evil.” John 3:19


“He did evil because he had not set his sight on seeking the Lord.” 2 Chronicles 12:14


“Salvation is far from the wicked, for they do not seek your decrees.” Psalms 119.155


“But the way of the wicked is like a deep darkness; they do not know what makes then stumble.” Proverbs 4:19


“Haughty eyes and a proud heart – the unplowed field of the wicked – produce sin.” Proverbs 21:4


“The fool says in his heart “There is no God.” They are corrupt and their ways are vile; there is no one who does good.” Psalms 14:1


Why do we sin? Can we avoid sin? Can we improve?


In our flesh, our base self, or own desires, we tend toward sin. Human beings are a fallen race. Our entire nature is corrupted by imperfection, and it can become such a deeply engrained yearning within that we instinctively choose based on personal desire rather than greater good. Even those who practice choosing to “be a good person”, and I count myself among those, can still choose incorrectly at times. We are NOT all knowing, all being, all able. We are at liberty to sin so, apart from God, we often do so. That said, the Bible makes the case that we have the option to NOT choose sin.


“Do good, not evil, that you may live. Then the Lord God Almighty will be with you, just as you say he is.” Amos 5:14


“Jerusalem, wash the evil from your heart and be saved. How long will you harbor wicked thoughts?” Jeremiah 4:14


“Deceit is in the hearts of those who plot evil, but those who promote peace have joy.” Proverbs 12:20


“Do not repay evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everyone.” Romans 12:17


“Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and accept the word planted in you, which can save you.” James 1:21


“My flesh and heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.” Psalms 73.26


“I have hidden your word in my heart that I might not sin against you.” Psalms 119:11


“The way of the Lord is a refuge for the blameless but is the ruin of those who do evil.” Proverbs 10.29


This last verse begs the question: Who are “the blameless”?


Who is worthy of Heaven?


Ifas the Bible says, the human heart is deceptive and evil, how can any human be seen as blameless, upright, or righteous? How can unworthy, imperfect beings become worthy of achieving a Heaven which requires perfection?


We can be seen as blameless by God due to the sacrifice Jesus Christ made on the cross. When we accept that sacrifice, we accept God’s perfection and wear it like a spotless robe. God forgives our sins because Christ covered those sins when he died on the cross in place of our sins; in place of you and me.


For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.” John 3:16-17


All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting people’s sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation. We are therefore Christ’s ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ’s behalf: Be reconciled to God. God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.” 2 Corinthians 5:18-21


When the perishable has been clothed with the imperishable, and the mortal with immortality, then the saying that is written will come true: “Death has been swallowed up in victory.”” 1 Corinthians 15.54

 

For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.” Romans 6:23


How does one “accept” God? 


It begins with sincerely seeking to truly know God… then finding and accepting God.


But if from there you seek the Lord your God, you will find him if you seek him with all your heart and with all your soul.” Deuteronomy 4:29


“’For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you,” declares the Lord.” Jeremiah 29:11-14A


First seek the counsel of the Lord.” 1 Kings 22:5B


Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.” Matthew 7:7-8


“Flee the evil desires of youth and pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart.” 2 Timothy 2:22


If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.” Romans 10:9


This is why those saved / redeemed by Jesus Christ can say…


“The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts him, and he helps me. My heart leaps for joy, and with my song I praise him.” Psalms 28:7


“My shield is God Most High, who saves the upright in heart.” Psalms 7:10


I delight greatly in the Lord; my soul rejoices in my God. For he has clothed me with garments of salvation and arrayed me in a robe of his righteousness.” Isaiah 61:10A


“Many are the plans in a person’s heart, but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.” Proverbs 19:21


“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” Romans 8:28


For he has rescued us from the dominion of darkness and brought us into the kingdom of the Son he loves, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.” Colossoans:13-14


Let the redeemed of the Lord tell their story— those he redeemed from the hand of the foe.” Psalms 107:2


Summary


A challenge: Stop living with the conception that you cannot change. Your destiny does not have to be terrible or evil. It is true that on your own, you cannot overcome your sin natureapart from God’s intercession you are bound to sin and failure. However, a transformation takes place with God welcomed in your heart, ruling your heart. When you are sincerely seeking to do things God’s way instead of your own way, the decisions you make will begin to hit the mark rather than missing it. Try this: For each decision you make, take a moment to check with the truth within you, AKA the Holy Spirit. 


This is how we know that we belong to the truth and how we set our hearts at rest in his presence: If our hearts condemn us, we know that God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything. Dear friends, if our hearts do not condemn us, we have confidence before God and receive from him anything we ask, because we keep his commands and do what pleases him. And this is his command: to believe in the name of his Son, Jesus Christ, and to love one another as he commanded us. The one who keeps God’s commands lives in him, and he in them. And this is how we know that he lives in us: We know it by the Spirit he gave us.” 1 John 3:19-24


Jesus said: But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.” John 14:26


The Bible is the Word of God, the guideline for doing good, the owner’s manual for living a blessed life. It takes practice to aim so high, and you will miss when you take your eyes off God, but the more you practice doing God’s will rather than your own, the more it will become natural to you. Like muscle memory, but of the spirit. Exercise your spiritual muscles. Sculpt and refine.


Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.” Hebrews 12:1


Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize.” 1 Corinthians 9:24


Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!” 2 Corinthians 5:17


“The law of their God is in their hearts; their feet do not slip.” Psalms 37:31


Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.” Matthew 6:19-21


Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.” Philippians 4:8


Remember that when you miss the mark, God is willing and able to forgive, all you need to do is let him know you messed up and ask for forgiveness. 


Therefore, confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.” James 5:16


Set your eyes again on living the lifestyle Jesus displayed for us: love, seek truth, sacrifice, forgive. Above all, love.


“Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?” Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest commandment.”” Matthew 26:36-38


In conclusion: There ain’t no good in man, but there IS good in God.


May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all.2 Corinthians 13:14


By Royce Waxenfelter 

1/25/23

Sources:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Frankie_and_Johnny_(song)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNq532Cyhu0

https://www.biblegateway.com/

Thursday, December 15, 2022

Lost and Found

In the guise of finding myself
I set out to lose my soul
Instead of standing on solid rock
I went on a raucous roll

The risk was thrilling

The adventures were daring

In pursuit of my joy

I actually stopped caring


About what I knew truth to be

And the notion of Heaven

I puffed myself up

Like a loaf made with leaven


I grew rotten and stale

And lost my direction

And the lies I’d believed in

Were lacking discretion


I ended up lonely

And circling the drain

I was angry with God

Filled with disdain


God the good shepherd

Instead showed me kindness

He sought me to love me

To remove self-wrought blindness


Under His watch and care

I am safe, I’m at peace

Where my knowledge of hope

Is bound to increase 


I once tried to find myself

And ended up lost

But God paid the price for me

Found at a great cost.


By Royce Waxenfelter 

12/15/22

Monday, November 7, 2022

The Weight of Hate

There are times when you are wronged

Taken away from where you once belonged

It can sit in your stomach like a rotten meal

And ruin your days, diminish what’s real


The bitterness takes away your joy

Constantly eats away your soul

Twists and turns your story

Takes you away from former glory


You may feel that you’re about to break

Under the weight of hate

It may be justified

But have you ever tried

Forgiveness 


Forgiveness is the only way to right the wrongs

Bring you back where you belong

Fill you back up like a satisfying meal

Put back into focus what matters, what’s real


Forgiveness will restore your joy

And replenish your soul

It will renew your story

Return you to former glory


You may feel that you’re about to break

Under the weight of hate

It may be justified

But have you ever tried

Forgiveness 


By Royce Waxenfelter 

10/4/22

Wednesday, April 20, 2022

Four Days in the Forest Haze

Out to the green

I had to get away

The pictures I’d seen

Called to me that day


The day I arrived

I walked the clear blue stream

I thought and I thrived

It was better than I dreamed


But the weather changed

Clouds rearranged 

Lost wits and ways

Four days in forest haze


Follow the dream

Don’t hesitate 

I encouraged myself

Or they’ll evaporate 


But a leap of faith

Without preparation 

Is like asking the heavens

To send frustration 


And the weather changed 

Clouds rearranged 

Life’s tragic plays

Four days in forest haze


I wandered in circles

Hungry and shivering

I cursed my daydreams

Prayed for delivering


Rest wasn’t possible 

In cold damp clothes

Hope seemed implausible 

With toes nearly froze


‘Cause the weather changed 

Clouds rearranged 

Where hope decays

Four days in forest haze


I said to myself

This isn’t my thing

Hey I didn’t sign up

For suffering 


I willed my limbs

To keep up the fight

I was bound to walk

Until I saw the light


Then the weather changed

Clouds rearranged 

And lifted away

No more days in forest haze


If you jump in the deep end

Before you can swim

Never give up

Never give in


If you’re like me

Share a lesson learned

Put out the fire

Before others get burned


‘Cause you can change

Plans can rearrange

Don’t settle, don’t stay

Too many days in the forest haze


by Royce Waxenfelter 

4/19/22

Friday, April 8, 2022

Shadow of My Soul

Beyond the shadow of a doubt

Beyond the searing pain of gout

Exceeds my fears and cringes

Breaks the door off of its hinges


The shadow of my soul leaps away

Cautions me to rue the day

Slips inside a shadow’s coffin

Removes the cap he was doffin’


He says:

One day you’re going to be like me

One day, one day, one day you’ll see

One day you’re liable to doff my cap

Slip inside for a long dirt nap


Next to the old grist mill

Rats are scrambling to get their fill

Do they know that I will die

Amidst the barley and the rye


Will the story ever unfold

Or remain discreet, forever untold

Will the killer be revealed

Or will my bones remain concealed


He says:

One day you’re going to be like me

One day, one day, one day you’ll see

One day you’re liable to doff my cap

Slip inside for a long dirt nap


For now I sleep and start to rot

Dream of a life which I knew not

My shadow lives to taunt me low

As if to say I told you so


If I could wake from this long dirt nap

The shadow’s slack I’d take it back

Hide from the light and never allow

My shadow free to haunt me now


He says:

One day you’re going to be like me

One day, one day, one day you’ll see

One day you’re liable to doff my cap

Slip inside for a long dirt nap


By Royce Waxenfelter

4/8/22

Tuesday, February 8, 2022

So Full and Soulful

The story of Sonny & Brownie

Foundations of the blues

The bedrock of a feeling

Tugging at your walking shoes


Their sound was so full and soulful

They belted blues they knew first-hand

They played together for almost forty years

As they traveled ‘cross the land


Brownie McGhee played rhythm guitar

Though polio made his leg lame

He keeps in step while strumming

But howls blues outside the frame


Sonny Terry blows the harmonica

Blind since he was a teen

He made colors with his notes

Through the music he could see


The harmonica comes through

Like the whistle on a train

The rhythm guitar makes my leg bounce 

During each refrain


On the way up to the microphone

Brownie would limp onto the stage

Leading Sonny by the hand

Then they’d both fly free from their cage


If you’ve never heard of these two bluesmen

Take some time to seek their sounds

Then close your eyes and tap your toes

Feel the rhythm as your heart pounds


By Royce Waxenfelter

2/8/22

Thursday, November 4, 2021

I'm Still Bitter

I rarely think about you any more
You’re good as dead to me
To think I once pledged my undying love
Isn’t that a mystery?

But that was many years ago
I am so much different now
All grown up and backbone strong
Many years behind that gospel plow

Strangers and acquaintances ask me
What happened way back then?
What caused the love to break down?
Write it down now with your pen

Looking back, you said I was a quitter
But I’m not, I’m still bitter

It all boils down to this
It was wrong from the beginning
Red flags scattered everywhere
But Lord knows I still bought the ring

Your lies caused such pain and suffering
It took me years to stand up straight
I’ll never stop loving our kids
But for you? Just toxic hate

Should you try to call me up
I’ll let the phone line fry
Before I’d hear your manipulation
I’d crawl in the coffin and die

Looking back, you said I was a quitter
But I’m not, I’m still bitter

I’d like to say I hope you’re happy
Wish I had a happy tale to tell
But my conscious won’t allow it
Since I quit lying to myself

And while I’ve moved on in life
In a happy marriage now
I can’t help but call you a liar
‘Cause you broke the marriage vow

You tried your best to twist it
And put the blame on me
It’s true I was weak and timid
But I did treat you respectfully

Looking back, you said I was a quitter
But I’m not, I’m still bitter

Like a garbage man pickin’ up the same litter
Ooo, oooo, I’m still bitter

Like a mailman with a blister
Ooo, oooo, I’m still bitter

Like an abbey without a sister
Ooo, oooo, I’m still bitter

Like a president banned from Twitter
Ooo, oooo, I’m still bitter

Looking back, you said I was a quitter
But I’m not, I’m still bitter

By Royce Waxenfelter
7/26/21

Fat Soul

When you’re feeling weary and you need somethin’ to feed ya
Be diligent
Don’t give up, don’t give in
There are others there who need ya

When you’re feeling down and out, your soul is gettin’ skinny
Escape from the hell
Go back to the well
Where there’s joy and love aplenty

God’s filled up my bowl
I’ve got a fat soul
I am no longer so mistaken
A righteous install
Enough love for all
I am forgiven not forsaken

When you feel you’ve lost control, your light is gettin’ dimmer
He’ll turn on the light
Show you what’s right
Change you from sinker into swimmer

When you’re feelin’ all alone, nobody wants to hear you
He’ll hear your prayer
When you’re in despair
You’ve got a friend who’s always near you

God will fill up your bowl
You can have a fat soul
You’ll no longer be mistaken
A righteous install
Enough love for all
You are forgiven not forsaken

When you’re up against a wall and you hear the rifles firing
Don’t be surprised
Run away from the lies
Read God’s word it’s still inspiring

When you think you’ve conquered all and count yourself a winner
Don’t be too sure
It’s Satan’s allure
To make you think you’re not a sinner

So fill up your bowl
Go get a fat soul
You’ll no longer be mistaken
A righteous install
Enough love for all
To be forgiven not forsaken

By Royce Waxenfelter
10/13/21


Proverbs 13:4
The soul of the sluggard desires yet has nothing, but the soul of the diligent will be made fat.

In Portugal

Our faces in the sun, our feet in the sand
When the water washes over our toes
I get a feeling no one else knows
Am I in a dream or am I living it
There are castles on the shore
In Portugal

Can I be beautiful to you
Like a castle in Portugal
Can I protect those who put trust in me
Like a castle in Portugal

The day is planned at our demand
We see stones formed all around us
A thousand years stacked above us
The walls smirk at our planned days
There are castles in the sky
In Portugal

I am forever growing old
Like a castle in Portugal
Will my words last a thousand years
Like a castle in Portugal

We plant our legs into the rapids
Among slippery polished stones
Feel the weight of our old bones
Like humanity crumbling down through time
There are castles in the rivers
In Portugal

Will I one day be remembered
Like a castle in Portugal
Can my memories be forgotten
Like a castle in Portugal

We find them to be a mirror
They reflect our deep emotions
Rising above the surface of the oceans
Defensive outposts where we dwell
There are castles in the sea
In Portugal

Will I bring honor to my family
Like a castle in Portugal
I will rise above in glory
Like a castle in Portugal

by Royce Waxenfelter
11/4/21

The Life and Lesson of Gil Eannes

My name is Gil Eannes, a Portuguese explorer
I hail from Lagos, the royal shield I bear
My master Henry is the son 
Of King Joao of Aviz
Who freed us from the weight of the Castilians

As I ride along the cliffs of the village of Salema
The warm sun sinks into my soul
I see men with their sons
Catching fish from the deep sea
A bond formed for many generations

I look back on my life and the men who came before me
The knights who fought and died for my people
I was named after Dom Gil Martins
The first Grandmaster
Of the Order of Christ, the new Knights Templar

The next Grandmaster, King Joao of Aviz
Hired me in his service
And I grew to know his son
Henry the Navigator
My prince, my teacher, my liege

Schooled in the south by the prince of my homeland
At the edge of the world down in Sagres
We learned the seas and the stars
And tools of navigation
We made maps of the Algarve cliffs and caverns 

My first voyage was to sail where none other had before me
Beyond Cape Bojador 
Beyond the sea of darkness
Yet maps and tools were no match
For a storm forced me to land in the Canarias

My second try was a success in 1434
A ship with two sets of sails
The caravel design of my master
I sailed into the wind
And found Saint Mary’s rose

You may not know my name but you surely know my master
This is an allegory of Jesus the Messiah
Without His lessons and design
I would be lost in the sea of darkness
My successes come through Him and through His Father

by Royce Waxenfelter
10/29/21

Wednesday, September 15, 2021

As I Woke Up

The sun pushed through the thin cotton curtain

Dreams of battle afresh in my head

I rubbed my eyes to wish them away

The visions of battle as I woke up


The chants rose high from the park bandstand 

For God and country we’d make a strong stand

Enlisted was I, the next morning I’d find

A shadow of doubting as I woke up


Two days training and uniforms pressed

Did we think the enemy soldiers would be so impressed

When I saluted a sergeant younger than I

My mind seem to open and I woke up


To realize the plight of most of my friends

Their families would never see them again

So I prayed beyond reason and crawled in my bunk

Hoping for an answer before I’d wake up


Sardines in a ship hull was our fresh platoon

We put on brave faces as we left the lagoon

Two days on the rolling sea before I found sleep

The stench of sickness wafted as I woke up


Abrupt on the foreign shore our captain called orders

To give it our all and push back the borders

The man beside me was quickly mowed down

I knew what “our all” meant and I woke up


I dove for the cover of my fellow soldiers

The dead who had dutifully followed their orders

They spared me the same fate and seemed to whisper

Remember my sacrifice when you wake up


So frightened that many of us soiled our britches

But with numbers we established the first line of ditches

Exhaustion forced my eyes closed that night

Inbound shells my alarm clock as I woke up


The mud layered on me like a second skin

The days of dead comrades started to blend

I wondered if I’d soon meet my end

I oft wish it would happen, then I’d wake up


Two years in the trenches before the war’s end

To come home and be happy would be to pretend

For I know the reality, political powers

Don’t give a rat’s buttocks if I wake up


Back at home I endeavor to keep to myself

Ashamed that I lived, of clean boots on the shelf

I struggle to make it through until night

Then I relive murderous battles until I wake up


Consider my words, a tale cautionary

Before you enlist, hear my voice tell you “Be wary.”

For you may suffer the fate of my brothers in arms

Or wish away nightmares when you wake up


By Royce Waxenfelter

9/15/21


All in All

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